Disappointed again

 

Here I am again, feeling sad again. Today is supposed to be a happy day, but it ended up so depressing. I bet a lot of families are outside eating good food now. It's Christmas Eve today! And what is my family eating? Beehoon with soup. -.- Its like hello?! We are supposed to eat out, NOT AT HOME! We have not even went presents shopping yet. Lots of things happen this few days. All are not good things. Its getting more worse everyday. When will this scary things end? I wish this is only my nightmare, but its real. Shit just go serious! Sigh.... Hope tomorrow will be a better day? I wish. Again, I am disappointed by my expectations. :(

Full of Dissapointment

 

 

Feeling super disappointed right now. I am expecting a from afternoon to night family day, but in the end, the family day lasted after 1 freaking movie! Why can't we have longer family days? I also expect to eat dinner outside before going home but in the end, we are eating dinner at home. Can my family day just be like those families that go out together from morning to night? Go shopping etc? However my family does not like shopping, movies and other stuffs. My family as in parents. So we always stay at home and do our own things. We are so not bonded! Can we just go out longer? Eat something good?

Talking about shopping for Christmas presents? POOOI! You guys did not even went to buy. Christmas is coming in like 2 more days and we have not even buy Christmas presents for each other. WHAT IS THIS?! Since we are out today, we might as well go shop for Christmas presents right? Arghs! Damn disappointed and angry! I mean like seriously? I should not compare my family with other people family, but if my family is good enough, why must i compare? I can't say that my family are not good, but there is still so much things to improve on. I guess my family just don't understand me well. I just wish for a longer family day out. Like the four of us going shopping, movies, singing K. It's just so simple. Can they do it for me? Or for us? :(

High expectations will eventually leads to disappointment.

Nothing can express how angry I am now! Feeling super jealous that they can go to Sri Lanka and I cannot. Thanks to the bloody freaking Chinese O'level! One thing is that I super hate is Chinese now. If dun have Chinese O'level, I will be on the plane with them now and flying to Sri Lanka. Riding a plane and staying in hotel is my most favourite things. Who doesn't wish to enjoy life? For me going overseas is like escaping reality for awhile. You don't have to worry about homeworks and stuff. Just enjoy and relax~

 UGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Payphone-Maroon 5
This song is very POPULAR in Gift Of Reading now.
Almost all Gifters sing this song :D

So long never blog already,
Blog is super dead.
HAHAH!

Have been going out with ChingYee, He Ying and Aaron this few days.
Ice skating with them on  Tuesday and lunch with them on Thursday.
And a so called study date with them today. Sharnie joined in today!
It was fun going out with them and Sharnie :D
Was laughing almost every minute.
Can't wait to go out with them again next time.
Sad that school is reopening soon.
Everybody will be busy. :(
Nevermind, we squeeze time and go out together again. :D

Gosh! I am so EMO lately.
A lot of thing happened to me.
Friend problem etc....

I feel like I am going crazy soon!
I just cannot stop thinking!
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Without You by David Guetta(Y)

Sometimes, I really don't understand what other people thinks.
They think is very fun to make that people angry and ignore that people for no reason.
But this fun will slowly becomes serious and they will become enemy.
I am trying to tahan what you are doing to me already.
One day I will just explode and shout at you. It is no fun at all!
It is somehow hurtful and irritating.
Gahhhhhh!

Nice song! One thing by One Direction!
Soon to be a directioner xD haha!

Common test is 2moro and I think I am well prepared for Physics but not POA.
I literally gave up on question 7. ><

Yesterday was a FUN AND AWESOME DAY with the gifters!
Like Shobana, Sharnie, Haqeem, Szeying and Manisha! :D
We played the finger game and the king kong game.
Damn fun! We kept on laughing and laughing.
King Kong Ka Kong King Kong yeah!
King Kong Ka Kong King Kong Yeah! Yeah!
xD
Can't wait for the next meeting xD haha!

Fight for you by Jason Derulo.
This song is very nice! Glenmond recommend me one :D
HAHA!

Life is a boring as usual.
Realized the my temper has became worst. ><
Currently now I cannot take joke.
Will get angry when they tell a very insulting joke.

I am starting to dislike english lesson as the teacher kept on talking about the newspaper article.
It has been about 3-4 days talking about the same article.
It made me fall asleep larhs. ><
And I have simply no interest to listen to what she say!...
I prefer hands on stuff like doing more compre or compo and not listening to the teacher talk.
Gosh! Next week she is going to talk about the same article again. DAMN!

Common test is next week and started studying for 2 days only.
Finished drawing out Chemistry and Physics mindmap and gonna try remembering all the things that I have wrote.
Wish that I can pass my common test!

Changed my blogskin to Jessica, Tiffany and Seohyun :D
It's very nice! I loved it! Credits to me xD hhaa!

Hey blog, guess I am back. I think it is kind of cool to blog :D
Will try to keep my blog alive.... Ahhhh! I have a lot of things to post that I am dying to post the past few days but I did not coz I am addicted to Sims 2 :D

Sometimes, I could not really understand what the people is thinking now.
Are they thinking evil things? kind things? happy things? angry things?
I just don't know.

AND....
MDM SEET MEI LING is my freaking new CCA teacher in-charge.
WTS RIGHT?!

Today CCA day is okay barhs,
I hope this year we recruited 10 people :D
Coz this year only got 2 Club CCA.
The sad thing is that quite a lot of people is interested in Media Works.
Nevermind...............................

Went to Gift Of Reading call back just now and it seems that we are not that bonded...
Is it me or what? Nevermind, we will be more bonded when the time pass! Currently, I have blacklisted 2 people from gift of reading :D Heh!

Should end here barhs. My english really CMI! ><